Iwant to perform my own labiaplasty...?

I don't think that you understand the implications that performing your own surgery are. If you choose to go through with this, you may develop an infection (that could kill you!), severely alter the appearance of your labia to the point that you will need real surgery to fix it, and lose a ton of blood. You are by no means able to do this on your own. Stop right now and see a doctor!!!